Well another thing I learnt today. Never rely on others to help you. You have only yourself to rely sometimes. Well I was supposed to take my grade 8 exam next year March. Every piano lesson I ask my teacher whether do I need to sign up already. Her reply was always " Relax, still got a long time to go." However, the date line was 11th Oct 2013. It was my mum who notify me to check it on ABRSM website. I was totally horrified. I can't take my exam on Oct 2014, I'll be having my O Levels by then, I barely manage this year. So, how in the world am I supposed to manage it next year? I don't have a clue. The teacher gave an excuse to my mum saying it's because my rhythm isn't stable yet. Well I thought one of the person who would knew me well would understand my pain. Well, that person disappointed me. That person just thought it as a joke and did not understand the pain in my heart. When I went to my parents and told them about this. They knew my troubles they are the one who actually calm that little baby in me down.They told me this " If someone think u can't do it, well just double what u are doing now. And prove them wrong." Well I'm definitely will do that, placing more effort I guess. Pushing myself to the maximum. If I get stressed out, I'm just going to scream. Guess the final lap to the new beginning starts now.