You can call this a song lyric, and it somehow is closed to how I felt when my relationship with my best friend broke. It was written by my classmate. I do know that my personality is a bit hot-heated and I just can't take it when I see something is wrong. Today after my training, I saw plastic bottles that are used to contain the cold drinks being thrown all over the ground by my juniors. I was furious but I tried to cool down and went to picked up all the litters and throw them to the recycle bin. Oh and I'm very impatient, if I give someone a limit time to finish what they should do, if they exceeded it, I would just walk away. So the break up between my friend was also part of my fault. Friendship is fragile like a flower, a little pressure could break it. Treasure your friendship everyone.

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Everyday I cry myself to sleep, 
Who do you think was the one who was in fault
Who do you think was the one who made my life hard

I'm struggling and screaming for help, 
but you didn't even came to help.

Who was the one who said that she would come if I cry out for her
Who was the one who caused me to be emotionless to everything.

Did you think I would be fine if you left me alone
The me that is standing in front of you is no longer
The me you knew a long long time ago 
 
The me now is a blade that was sharpened by your words and actions
The glamour on the blade was polished by my tears

I've thrown the past away to create a new beginning 
a future without a past can't be called as a future. 
So don't try to say that you knew me as others will think you are insane
If I don't respond to the clap

Just give up on thinking that we might still continue from where we stopped
as I've lost my trust in you. 
Just treat our friendship as a dream. 
Sweet dreams to you.