How does jealously feel like? I know he does not belong to me, but my heart aches every time he's near me. I know my restrictions well, I know my boundaries. But I'm afraid I'll cross the line. I have my rules laid out and my parents' too. Not sure how long I'll be restricted before it gets into me and I try to break free forcefully. I do not wish to see that side of me. A girl whose toy have been taken away from. All I could do everyday is to remember we are only BFFs he isn't mine. I don't want to play Othello inside of me, having more black then white pieces. Does being jealous give off a sour feel? I'm always feeling a throb in my heart. Guess I better prepare my Pandora box before the apocalypse arrive.